As a 30-year-old girl graced with distinctive magnificence, I discover my life fairly passable, apart from the absence of a big different.
My enticing options, a mixture of each side of my household, grant me a pleasing look and a top near 1.7 meters. Since childhood, I’ve been adored by academics, showered with compliments and quite a few romantic advances throughout my center and highschool years. Since I turned an grownup, compliments like “extra lovely than a magnificence queen” or “terribly lovely” are widespread.
I acknowledge my bodily attract however don’t prioritize appears to be like in potential companions, as character issues extra to me. Nevertheless, the lads I discover fascinating are normally both taken or married, whereas these concerned with me don’t align with my preferences.
I’ve tried relationship a couple of occasions however shortly lose curiosity as most of them reward my look immediately, making me really feel as if they’re in love with my face, not with who I’m. This leads me to query if their affection will final as magnificence fades.
I favor somebody drawn to my demeanor, fashion, and habits, not simply my appears to be like. I want to be cherished for who I’m, not simply as a reasonably face.
Whereas many may see magnificence as a profit, for me, it appears like a hindrance to find real love. I envy those that discover genuine love effortlessly, with out the doubts that plague me.
Am I overthinking?